frustrated.
okay, i seriously don't know what to do now. fatin is fedup with me, kartina is 'complaining' to me about estee, and i'm broke. see how much life sucks for me. oh, and my auntie's going usa for her training for 2 weeks on saturday night, 2355h, and that sucks alot. she'll be back only 3 days after i collect my results which also sucks. life sucks for me now.
i dont feel really good now because of all this stress, and everytime i feel something's not right i talk to fatin. now she thinks im not right. she went out to teban with sabrina e, sarah and laila i think ytd then she lost her specs. she said she could not surprise *someone* because maybe next friday she cannot even come to emran's bday party. because of she going out with sabrina e, sarah and laila. see how much that sucks? and now im typing very fast cos i need to go to my grandma's house. ASAP.
i seriously don't know what to do now. i don't know how to feel or what to do, who should i go to? i usually go to my aunt but sometimes you can trust someone that much that you tell that person everything. but then, i feel like i can't trust anyone so i keep everything bottled up. i need friends whom i can trust. and the P6 teachers at fhps are stressing us about our results. i don't know what to do. its the last 5days the P6s are together yet i feel no one's treasuring that time. why?
fatin, kartina, estee, aqilah, syahidah, sabrina e, and laila. i don't know what to do and why i'm stating all your names down. i feel you guys are the ones i should spent my last days in my primary school life with. and my other girlfriends too, yes. but one thing, i spent too much time with estee and kartina? well, we're also doing claymation together and also the graduation ceremony thingy together. we should spend time together, but i don't neglect the rest. i occasionally talk to you guys, just not always. aqilah and syahidah, sorry, if i've neglected you. its our last days together. i will spend time with you, but you just don't seem to talk to me. why?
fatin, i just read your blog. yeah, you're angry at me for not showing you friendster skins. its pyzam.com if you really need to know. and you always get mad at me during claymation. why?
okay everybody, i think i've had enough. can't everyone just be happy with one another? its the last 5 days we'll actually be together. can't you guys just cherish and forget all the problems, or even create problems? i know, i don't think before i do or say anything, but sometimes i do okay. i may act differently when he's around but that's just normal. even when fatin's, estee's, kartina's and even syahidah's, or anyone of your crushes are talking to you/around you, you act differently right? we're girls, i'm one too. i know how you girls feel but you don't know how i do.
i think with this i shall end this post. i feel frustrated right now, can someone tell me what to do? ughh, i have to go to my grandma's house now. more nagging cos i was supposed to be there 4hours ago. bye.
i dont feel really good now because of all this stress, and everytime i feel something's not right i talk to fatin. now she thinks im not right. she went out to teban with sabrina e, sarah and laila i think ytd then she lost her specs. she said she could not surprise *someone* because maybe next friday she cannot even come to emran's bday party. because of she going out with sabrina e, sarah and laila. see how much that sucks? and now im typing very fast cos i need to go to my grandma's house. ASAP.
i seriously don't know what to do now. i don't know how to feel or what to do, who should i go to? i usually go to my aunt but sometimes you can trust someone that much that you tell that person everything. but then, i feel like i can't trust anyone so i keep everything bottled up. i need friends whom i can trust. and the P6 teachers at fhps are stressing us about our results. i don't know what to do. its the last 5days the P6s are together yet i feel no one's treasuring that time. why?
fatin, kartina, estee, aqilah, syahidah, sabrina e, and laila. i don't know what to do and why i'm stating all your names down. i feel you guys are the ones i should spent my last days in my primary school life with. and my other girlfriends too, yes. but one thing, i spent too much time with estee and kartina? well, we're also doing claymation together and also the graduation ceremony thingy together. we should spend time together, but i don't neglect the rest. i occasionally talk to you guys, just not always. aqilah and syahidah, sorry, if i've neglected you. its our last days together. i will spend time with you, but you just don't seem to talk to me. why?
fatin, i just read your blog. yeah, you're angry at me for not showing you friendster skins. its pyzam.com if you really need to know. and you always get mad at me during claymation. why?
okay everybody, i think i've had enough. can't everyone just be happy with one another? its the last 5 days we'll actually be together. can't you guys just cherish and forget all the problems, or even create problems? i know, i don't think before i do or say anything, but sometimes i do okay. i may act differently when he's around but that's just normal. even when fatin's, estee's, kartina's and even syahidah's, or anyone of your crushes are talking to you/around you, you act differently right? we're girls, i'm one too. i know how you girls feel but you don't know how i do.
i think with this i shall end this post. i feel frustrated right now, can someone tell me what to do? ughh, i have to go to my grandma's house now. more nagging cos i was supposed to be there 4hours ago. bye.

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